What are you searching for?
Me, I’m searching for peace and yet,
living in the desert was almost too much peace.
Our neighbors were snowbirds—
A sighting was as rare as seeing a White-winged Scoter
or a
Red-breasted Merganser.
The only sounds were golf carts and maintenance men with
grass blowers.
Can there be too much peace?
Right now, we live a mile to the freeway and in our bedroom
it almost sounds like the ocean. We can walk to the store and many restaurants.
A hospital is one mile away. So are traffic filled roads and all kinds of
realities. Yes, Dorothy, we’re not in Kansas anymore.
Before we lived in the desert, we lived a few miles from
this current location and remember it as bucolic horse ranches. Ancient oaks
now only a memory, the builders have stripped this romantic land and
filled it with two story homes. Ours of course, is one of them.
While content in the desert, we had to move for personal
reasons. Temperatures reaching 129 degrees didn't help my case. I was the
ostrich with my head in an air-conditioned home--writing--thinking everything ‘rocks’
but not everyone agreed. We were at least six miles to any store, church or
hospital. Oh, and nighttime temperatures didn't cool off. At 120 in the day, it
would be 98 at night. The gorgeous clay mountains surrounding our home held
onto the heat like an oven. Needless to say, I wasn't complaining. I’d rather
be warm than cold but it was never all about me.
Our quest is not over. Perhaps we will find the serenity we're looking for here on Earth and if not, there's that promise of a place in Our Father’s house. I imagine it as peaceful, without
any road noise or grass blowers. I imagine the temperature is perfect and the
view divine.
I think I have finished my questing - have found my last home, found my contentment I'm all ready to become part of the dust. I enjoyed deserts in my youth but always for moving through I never hankered to live there. I liked the wide open skies the emptiness and peace. I have found a place which is green but still has enormous skies:)
ReplyDeleteI'd have to agree with Alberta. I think I've found what I want and need...finally.
ReplyDeleteI have found my peace.
ReplyDeleteAnd fortunately there are no grass blowers.
I suppose I could answer by saying I am a man in search of a quest.
ReplyDelete98 at night? Ouch. I like the heat, but not like that. I think it would be nice to have that kind of peace and serenity...for about a week. Then I need a little of the hustle and bustle of the city.
ReplyDeleteMy quest for a physical location is complete. I'll be here in Florida. However, I have a mental and emotional quest that's forever changing! :)
ReplyDeleteI think for some the quest continue. But as much as I am happy were I am for me their are always places to see and possibilities.
ReplyDeleteHealth wise the quest goes on.
cheers, parsnip
I have lived in many beautiful places. All had positives and negatives. I enjoyed them all, but then grandkids started appearing and I live within 30 miles of each of them so I hope I won't be moving again. I do quest for more peace emotional. Great post. Really enjoyed it.
ReplyDeleteI too love quiet and the desert, but I wouldn't want to live around snowbirds.
ReplyDeleteThat hot weather would get to me; being close to a freeweay would get to be (been there, done that) I like where we are at right now so the quest for the present time has been satisfied.
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